A Gemini's Life

Had a horrible dream last night. I dreamed that Rick and I were both in possession of guns and I had apparently accidentally killed someone with mine, although the act was not part of the dream. In the dream guns were illegal and so we were prosecuted and the sentence was death. Someone came with a giant revolving machine gun while we were sleeping. I was to go first, as my crime was greater. I begged and pleaded to spare our lives. we did not know they were illegal and had been given to us and the death was an unfortunate accident. I was terrified beyond belief as the giant machine gun was pointed directly at me. All she (it was strangely a short older woman with short manly hair) had to do was pull the trigger. She reluctantly acquiesced, but only temporarily. A date was set when we were to die. I tried to find a lawyer to defend us. no one knew what we could do. Meanwhile life went on and we hid this terrible secret of our soon-to-be death. Ironic that the sentence for having a gun would be to die by gun. I wasn't left with any closure by the time I woke up. I don't know if we were cleared or killed. That's typical for dreams. And plus, we don't have closure yet for our current circumstance. The meaning is pretty obvious, given what we are going through. Perhaps the connections are not direct, but the tone and feeling behind it is connected.

I just want closure so I can stop thinking about this and move on.