A Gemini's Life

I am just not really feeling the Christmas spirit yet. I don't understand why, as normally Xmas is my absolute favorite season of the year. Normally, I love decorating my tree and house and getting festive. But my tree stands there staring at me- completely undecorated, and I still procrastinate adorning it with my beautiful ornaments. There are no decorations throughout my house. The lights are not strung on the outside. What the hell is the matter with me? I feel so unmotivated to get into the Christmas spirit...