A Gemini's Life

Friday I started my second attempt at Clomid at 100mg. Well, technically this is my fourth attempt at Clomid in general. I have to do another round of the 100mg because I didn't go in to get my labs done after the first time. You see, Clomid is supposed to make you ovulate. After so many days, you get labs drawn to see if that dosage stimulated those little eggs. I got sick and didn't go in. Fail! So when I went Friday to talk to Dr. Muniz, she recommended that I do another round at that dose. Boo! I asked her if we could go up to 150mg anyways... I mean, my pregnancy test was negative so that means I probably didn't ovulate, right?!? Answer was still no. Double boo! We could risk over-stimulating the follicles. Again, Boo!
So here we go again... 100mg. This process is still at such an early stage I feel like I am just wasting time. I mean, another month (technically more due to all the crazy day-counting you have to do) has gone by and no baby and no advancement in the process. I'm ready to move on and really make something happen. At this point we are jumping through the pointless hoops. Perhaps I am wrong; Rick thinks I am worrying for nothing. Maybe I will get pregnant off of Clomid. But there is something inside me that's telling me this isn't it. But maybe I'll be proven wrong!